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09:36pm 18/07/2004
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08:13pm 12/07/2004
 
mood: bouncy
Long Island, NY December 2001, frustration took its toll on the lives of Adam LoPorto and PJ Tepe. The state of music was exhausted. Lux Courageous was, at that time, banded in hopes of becoming a catalyst for a changing music scene. Well, a two man, acoustic guitar act didn’t pack enough ammo for the band. PJ and Adam decided to move towards a full band. Later the following year, Chris Valentino, a life long friend of both Pj and Adam’s, entered the picture. At 16 he proved to be a valuable addition to the band adding immense dimension. Jani Zubkovs later joined as a modest bass player that deepened the music beyond what the boys had hoped for and never imagined how much he would later contribute. The band quickly gained a strong local following, thanks to the serious scene they evolved from. Playing shows all over Long Island quickly turned into playing shows all over the Tri-state area and shipping out to various festivals in the mid-west every summer. Needless to say, things started happening very fast. In 2003 Lux Courageous independently released their first set of recordings; a self-titled EP (called “The Lion EP” by most that refer to it). This EP featured 4 moving tracks erupting with energy, speed and harmony. Also featured on this recording was a piano player by the name of Justin Williams who has recently joined the band full time. ah, justin williams, the coolest ikea coworker.. major props to this boy, he is so sweet and i can't wait to see him in a show.. hopefully sometime in august, because i can't go see them this saturday.. they're playing a show with dashboard confessional this week, so hopefully they'll get a lot of publicity from that cause it's a soldout show. i'm so happy for him!
 
     
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02:32pm 26/05/2004
 
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04:58pm 12/01/2004
 

haven't updated in a while, what a surprise actually, haven't done much of anything lately except go to school and work. too tired.

i want him to let me breathe. go away. stop talking to me. i'm through having to deal with stupid teenage emotions. you're not worth it. stop hurting me. don't do this anymore. i want out from the whirl wind of emotions you cause.

well, i guess things are decent. i def. need to make up a million homeworks for mrs warner and dr. max.

i can't wait for this weekend. ah, i got new gloves, jacket and snowbaording pants so i'm set. yippee :)

sarah's a jerk! but i love her anyway. and she redid my journal woowoo!

you'll never know how much i care. i'll never tell. the way you make me so weak with just a glance, the way you keep me up at night, the way i need you so badly it hurts. and when i'm buried alive by my own emotions, i'm keeping this secret in the casket.

 

 
     
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09:42pm 15/12/2003
 
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05:10pm 11/12/2003
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09:58am 15/11/2003
  (1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? Billsy
(2) Are you happy with it? used to hate it, now i don't mind
(3) Are you named after anyone? nope
(4) Are you a prostitute? an "entertainer" hahaha, no
(5) Your screenname: XpectunXpected1
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? nope
(7) Then what would you name your children? i like the name aaron for a girl
(8)If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? william
(9) If you could switch names with a friend,who would that be? um... OH! SANA HAVA!!!!!
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? bilsey, billzy
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? um.. i dunno

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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: circle the F
(13) Straight/gay/bi? ----------- ((ok, well that line was dotted.. i mean straight tho))
(14) Single? yup
(15) Want to be? ________
(16) Your birthdate: 1/29/87
(17) Your age: 16
(18) Age you act: depends who i'm around
(19) Age you wish you were: 21
(20) Your height: 5'5"
(21) The color of your eyes: brown
(22) Happy with it? eh
(23) The color of your hair: normally dark brown, but right now it's a little lighter because of the reddish dye
(24) Happy with it? eh
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? righty
(26) Your living arrangement? a house!
(27) Your family: mom dad and one of my brothers still lives with us
(28) Have any pets? minina- cat
(29) What's your job: ikea cafe
(30) Piercings? ears
(31) Tattoos? nope
(32) Obsessions? ummmmm... STARS!!!!! ((in so many different ways))
(33) Addictions? sneakers!
(35) Do you speak another language? what?!
(36) Have a favourite quote? um.... yesh, but i can't remember right now
(37) Do you have a webpage? yup

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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? i try to
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? um.. depends what mood i'm in
(40) Do you have any secrets? everyone does
(41) Do you hate yourself? sometimes
(42) Do you like your handwriting? kind of
(43) Do you have any bad habits? again, everyone does
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? hair
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? STREET WALKER!!!!!!! MWUAHAHAHAHA
(46) What's your biggest fear? being buried alive, waking up in the middle of surgery, rejection
(47) Can you sing? not really
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? nope
(49) Are you a loner? sometimes
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? getting married to liz'[s FAVORITE PERSON!!!!! MWUAHAHAHAHAHA j/k j/k... um.. getting married, having kids but most of all, become the bets fashion designer i can be.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i dunno, depends what kind of person i would be
(52) Are you a daredevil? nope
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? wow, don't get me started on that....
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? aggressive
(55) Have you got a journal? yesh
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength- outgoing, weakness- don't watch what i say
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? be able to let things not make me so angry
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. Which do you drink from? beauty cuz i'm so vain... but i actually i guess love.. since if you have that one person that loves you, what do you need beauty for?
(59) How do you vent? talk to my mom or friends
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? nope
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yea, there are plenty of things i regret
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? yea, i guess so(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? don't let others affect what you think of yourself
(64) What do you like the most about your body? THE HOLES IN MY EARS!!!! MWUAHAHAHA WHO ELSE HAS THOSE!
(65) And least? everything else haha
(66) Do you think you are good looking? um.. uh...
(67) Are you confident? i'm getting there
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? ummmm... i want to say hester prynne, but that would be a lie, so mia from princess diaries ((paranoid and low self esteem))
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? sometimes

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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? nope
(72) Do drugs? nope
(73) Read the newspaper? nope
(74) Pray? yesh
(75) Go to church? nope
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? yesh
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? nope
(78) Take walks in the rain? nope
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yesh
(80) Drive? nope
(81) Like to drive fast? see above

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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? yesh
(83) Hurt yourself? nope
(84) Been out of the country? yesh
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? nope
(88) Been in love? kind of
(89) Done drugs? nope
(90) Gone skinny dipping? nope
(91) Had a medical emergency? yesh
(92) Had a surgery? nope
(93) Ran away from home? nope
(94) Played strip poker? nope
(95) Gotten beaten up? nope
(96) Beaten someone up? nope
(97) Been picked on? yesh
(98) Been on stage? yesh
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? WHAT?!
(100) Slept outdoors? eeeeew no
(101) Thought about suicide? yesh
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? nope
(103) If yes, what is your record? see above
(104) Gone one day without food? um.. i dunno, don't think so
(105) Talked on the phone all night? nope
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)? never slept with someone of the opposite to sex to start off with...
(107) Slept all day? yesh
(108) Killed someone? yesh.. i'm a fugitive! MWUAHAHAHAAH... but seriously, no.
(109) Made out with a stranger? nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger? nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy? yesh
(112) Kissed the same sex? nope
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? nope
(114) Been betrayed? of course
(115) Had a dream that came true? yesh
(116) Broken the law? nope
(117) Met a famous person? nope
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no!!!!!!
(121) On purpose? no
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yesh
(146) Stolen anything? nope
(147) Been on radio/tv? nope
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? nope
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? close too, but nope
(150) Considered religious vocation? huh?
(152) Bungee jumped? nope
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yesh

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CLOTHES
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(154) Shoe brand? pumas
(155) Brand of clothing? express h&m gap
(156) Cologne/perfume? givenchy
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? corduroys, t-shirt or sweater
(158) How about parties? same as above
(159) Wear hats? YESH!
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? sometimes
(161) Wear make-up? yesh
(162) Favourite place to shop? express h&m gap
(163) Favourite article of clothing? sweaters
(164) Are you trendy? sometimes
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? nope

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BELIEFS
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? yes
(167) Miracles? yesh
(168) Astrology? nope
(169) Magic? nope
(170) God? yesh
(171) Satan? yesh
(172) Santa? nope
(173) Ghosts? yesh
(174) Luck? nope
(175) Love at first sight? nope
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yesh
(177) Witches? nope
(178) Easter bunny? nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yesh
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? nope
(181) Do you wish on stars? hehehhee.. no answer
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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yesh
(183) Do you think God has a gender? yesh
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? yesh
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? um.. i guess yea
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? i dunno

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AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yesh
(188) Who is your best friend? prerna
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? myself or my mom
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? just don't care, life gets easier
(191) Your favourite inside joke? "entertainer"
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? i dunno..
(193) Who's your longest known friend? kristin
(194) Newest? sana
(195) Shyest? kristin
(196) Funniest? sana or jenny
(197) Sweetest? emily
(198) Closest? prerna
(199) Weirdest? jenny or prerna
(200) Smartest? emily
(201) Ditziest? me. or maybe lisa.. haha
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? kristin
(203) Last person you talked to online? sarah
(204) Who do you talk to most online? christie
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? prerna
(206) Who do you trust most? prerna
(207) Who listens to your problems? prerna
(208) Who do you fight most with? i dunno... CHRISTIE WE'RE IN A FIGHT!!!! MWUAHAHAHAH
(209) Who's the nicest? they're all great
(210) Who's the most outgoing? prerna or me
(211) Who's the best singer? jen
(212) Who's on your shit-list? like, HIT LIST...umm... hehehehe.. so many people, so many FRIGGIN people.
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? nope
(214) Who's your second family? dunno
(215) Do you always feel understood? not really
(216) Who's the loudest friend? sana
(217) Do you trust others easily? yesh, too easily
(218) ???? - !!!!
(219) Name one person whose arms you feel safe in: um.. my mom? i dunno.. lol..
(220) Do your friends know you? in a certain light
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: katrina

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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? why would i?
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? nope
(226) What do you find romantic? creative surprises that he came up with on his own
(227) Turn-on? eyes
(228) Turn-off? Drinking, smoking, doing drugs
(229) First kiss?
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? good about myself, but sad for the other person
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? knowing
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? since when is it not?
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yesh
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? nope
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? hehehe...
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? grunting, scratching, burping, etc
(245) Do you read porn? nope
(246) Read the articles? nope
(247) Just the pics? nope
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? um... my snowboard :)
(257) Are you in love? i dunno....
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? no significant other to speak off
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? keep walking? what am i supposed to do? jump him?

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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(279) That haunted you? n/a
(280) You wanted to kill? hehehehe
(281) That you laughed at? mukta.. heheh.. with love mukta!
(282) That laughed at you? i dunno....
(283) That turned you on? um... let's NOT recall last saturday and The Man
(284) You went shopping with? my mom
(285) That broke your heart? _________
(286) To disappoint you? probably myself or my family
(287) To ask you out? _________
(288) To make you cry? my mom
(289) To brighten up your day? prerna
(290) That you thought about? um.. prerna
(291) You saw a movie with? lisa, jen, mukta, emily, christie, veronica
(292) You talked to on the phone? my brother
(293) You talked to through IM/ICQ? sarah
(294) You saw? christie
(295) You lost? __________

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going out? not yet
(338) Will it be with your significant other? see above
(339) Or some random person? see above dammit!
(340) What are you wearing right now? pajamas
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: nothing
(342) What are you worried about right now? time
(343) What book are you reading? nothing yet
(344) What's on your mousepad? a cartoon dog sitting at a computer desk
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: cold, tired, bored, annoyed happy
(346) Are you bored? yesh
(347) Are you tired? yesh
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? nope
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope
(350) Are you lonely or content? lonely
(351) Are you listening to music? nope

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yesterday was a bad show night... well, not bad, but it just felt a little off.. whatever, i dunno...
prerna, i'm really sorry you couldn't come last night.. your mom just really scared me and i tried and i love you, but i can't stand between you two... i'm sorry and i missed you... and we have to talk later
um.. applebees was ok... hahaha, jimmy trying to pick what to eat was funny... ian and his disturbing story about ketchup.... ((EEEEEW)) and of course, the lovely and funny maria however, there was also that annoying thing and i still dunno how i could be nice for so long

LAST SHOW NIGHT TODAY!!!!! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE AND LET'S MAKE THIS UNFORGETTABLE!

aight, aight, gotta go finish my english project.. damn hw..

PEACE YA'LL!

.b.i.l.l.s.y.
 
     
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07:54pm 06/11/2003
  well well well.. long time since i wrote up in herr

anyway, i went to roosevelt field macys to buy my MAGIC DRESS lol, but now i can't cause my mom can't see things right.. sad sad sad. now i have to find a dress, shoes and a handbag... PLUS i have to get a make up appointment because my mom wants me to see some chinese lady who did my cousin's make up!!!!! and all of this in the next few weeks ((what time do i actually have?)) i am SOOOOOOO screwed....
arg... i also have to pick up my class ring next week.. WOOWOO! and then.... ummmm... i dunno hehe
i can't wait until the play is over.. I NEED TIME! i am so friggin excited for this play to be over...
and i also can't wait until saturday ::wink wink:: i get to see you know who again!!!!!!! (pshhhh.. liz it's the guy you want to kill me over)) except i can't see him on sunday because of tech rehearsal.... tear tear
and my dad's bday is saturday so i have to get him a present...

and.. um... that's it. buh bye ya'll.....
 
     
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07:03pm 23/10/2003
 
mood: amused
haven't updated in a while, so i guess i'll go by day:
monday~ school, rehearsal, work. i had fun during work, i got to really talk to kelly for the first time and she's actually cool. kelly, sarah and i sat in the ikea parking lot just listening to songs which was great, even if it didn't last long. those are the kind of moments i hope i remember when i'm older
tuesday~ we decided on sushi saturday during rehearsal, took vocab test which i did pretty good on, considering i didn't study (88).. not much else to tell
wednesday~ not much...
thursday~ today was good but bad. i didn't finish my essay and i got a 38 in my italian test (wtf?) buy otherwise things were good. i talked to that guy who is in my studio class and who works at ikea ((i still don't know his name)) and i guess i just had an overall good day. and my brother wants to go to utopia, but he says that's the "dark side" store, so he refuses to go alone.

i'm really quite bored, so i guess that'll end the monotony that is my life
 
     
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10:54pm 18/10/2003
 
mood: drained
well, life is good i guess...

my mom is getting mad cause she says that i',m working way too many hours and with rehearsals and crap i'm never going to get hw done. so until the play ends, she's only letting me work friday saturday and sunday. arg... i need money!
i bought two pairs of pants.. I <3 gap!
Favorite stores:
1)h&m
2)express
3)century 21
4)gap

today was fun at work. selvin wasn't there to close and this lady got mad at sana and me cuz we wouldn't give her a cup, so she ORDERED us to get the manager and this girl sarah pretended to be manager. it was funny!
and, aight, maybe i'm just wierd, but i thought the psat was super easy. i probably just did everything wrong, but i don't think there was actually much that confused me. watch tho, i'll probably get a 400, if at that. i definitely did not study for that thing.


anyway, i'ma leave this peace aight homies ((working with dane today makes me talk that way.. lol))

and also, this lady brenda is reallllllly weird. she says stuff like "ok children, mommy's going on break, don't miss me to much... if you do, just blink a few times and maybe i'll be back" and then this one time she just ran up to me and said "BEAT BOX RHYTHM!" and ran away.... she's kinda scary.. lolol
 
     
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11:41pm 04/10/2003
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11:25pm 04/10/2003
  life is so great right now. i all ready talked to selvin about the play, so i'm set. work is so much fun, plus everyone i work with is super nice. i really consider myself the luckiest person right now. AND to top it all off, i get my new phone this week, i'm going to get a nextel.. yay, i <3 that phone, my dad has one and i reallllly like it. well, that's all for now..

i'm out
peace and stay chill ya'll.. lol

<3 billsy
 
     
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wow to crazy ass days!   
05:05pm 03/10/2003
 
mood: excited
yesterday was mad crazy. i was so busy!

i was mucho excited for everyone! yay, this is going to be so great! i got the part of the servant, viney.. haha, i'm a slave. CONGRATS to sarah, jen, jenny, liz, prerna and everyone else! i can't wait for the show, i'm kinda nervous tho... first rehearsal was fun, i had to leave early because it was my first REAL day of work which brings me tooooooo...
MY JOB ROCKS! at least so far it does,i mean, who knows about saturday, especially with the scary crazy psycho kid i had the best time ever! omg, dane and chris are the funniest people ever... TWINS!!!!! ((haha, not really, but if anyone sees them when i'm working, you'll get it)) ah, i <3 that job, a monkey could do it it's so easy! ((well except the weekends when supposedly 44954378295437357978235 people all want cinnamon buns, frozen yogurt and hot dogs...)) ah, i can't wait, i work again in a few minutes so i better go..

TO A GREAT NIGHT FOR ME & LISA... US WORKING GIRLS!
 
     
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ah! frustration!   
07:35pm 01/10/2003
 
mood: energetic
well, everything is going so perfectly.. i have everything going for me, yet everything is baddddd...
well, my ikea job is pretty cool, well, the training is anyhow. it seems like the job should be really fun and pretty mellow, except on weekends, when it supposedly gets crazy. the there's f.i.t. which would be so cool if i could go to in feb/march, yet i dunno if i'll be able to because of work. i went to callbacks, but i don't think i'm getting a part anyway, because callbacks went bad, so at least that's one thing less to worry about. and then there's the scary guy and well, life just gets a little more complicated when you seem to forget that there's only 24 hours in a day.

why can't something good actually go right?
why is it everything you want to do happens at the same time after a draught of nothing going right, so then you have to pick?
why is it everything i wanted came all at the same exact moment?


<3................<3.<.3.<3...::why can't i stop smiling?::...<3.<3.<3................<3
 
     
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05:38pm 28/09/2003
 
mood: cheerful
//10 Bands You've Been Listening To Alot Lately\\
1.
2. taking back sunday
3. maroon 5
4. coheed and cambria
5. get up kids
6. dashboard confessional
7. no doubt
8. dunno
9. dunno
10. dunno


//09 Things You Look Forward To\\
1. starting my new job
2. christmas
3. my birthday
4. going to starbucks with my brother
5. talking to the manwich ((emily)) during math
6. **HOPEFULLY taking f.i.t. classes during the summer next year**
7. stained glass class
8. lying in bed listening to my favorite songs
9. waiting to turn 18


//8 Things You Like To Wear\\
1. exposed ankle pants haha
2. jackets
3. flip flops
4. tank tops
5. denim skirts
6. star rings
7. corduroy anything
8. colorful ((colorey haha)) stuff

//07 Things That Annoy You\\
1. school
2. maxeiner
3. hw
4. not having enough time
5. not having started taking art classes sooner
6. not driving ((something i can fix, but still haven't))
7. bad hair days

//06 Things You Say Most Everyday\\
1. i was scurred
2. streetwalker!
3. ho bag
4. ummm....
5. yup yup
6. okkkkkkk.....

//05 Things You Do Everyday\\
1. shower
2. eat breakfast
3. sleep
4. put on jewelry
5. go to school ((eeeeeew))

//04 People You Want To Spend More Time With\\
1. mom
2. my little cousin vicky who is the most adorable thing ever!
3. prerna sarah and liz ((HA! i cheated))
4. myself

//03 movies you could watch over and over again\\
1. kung pow enter the fist
2. pootie tang
3. airplane

//02 Your Favorite Songs At The Moment\\
1. harder to breathe~ maroon 5
2. this ruined puzzle~ dashboard confessional

//01 Person You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With\\
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????

kristin's birthday was tons of fun!!! hehe. i had a great time, especially in the restaurant... ah, who you do ___________? and the waiter... well, the waiter... um, let's not go into detail with that one...
and then as sarah said that paper game was so much fun.. i had a really good time and i think pretty much everyone did.. i was sad i couldn't stay for the sleepover.. oh well, maybe next time...
 
     
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04:57pm 27/09/2003
  today was training! yay, it was fun. there were three guys who were reallllly creepy. and the worst part, one of the is working in the same department as me.. ack, scary! but it was fun. we took a tour of ikea and i saw sana, then we filled out 45834865 papers while i was dying of hypothermia, then we had a lunch break. i bought a sweater at h&m ((the <3 of my life)) and i went to the food court where i saw prerna. i stayed with her for a while, then went back. and i have to go back on monday to get my uniform and have dinner with the scary guy and selvin because it's this new thing they do so that you're comfortable with you manager or whatever. then i have to also go on tuesday to be taught safety procedures. it all went by really fast, so i gout out super early. i walked around the mall about 5 times before i got picked up and the sneakers i was wearing are the devil so they hurted me and i was bleeding.. ah, pain... not good

and so now i can't wait until kristin's birthday! dum di dum
 
     
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08:34pm 24/09/2003
  XpectunXpected1: OMG
XpectunXpected1: i saw ETHCUSE ME GUY TODAY!
XpectunXpected1: I THINK HE'S IS IN STAINED GLASS AFTER ME!
Girlygirlag: hahahahha
XpectunXpected1: which would explain so much
Girlygirlag: why
XpectunXpected1: well.. let's see:
XpectunXpected1: a) he's got a lisp
XpectunXpected1: b) he came out of the closet while coming out of the closet
XpectunXpected1: c) he's in stained glass
Girlygirlag: right.
Girlygirlag: lol
XpectunXpected1: do you NOT see a pattern!
 
     
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eh   
05:33pm 24/09/2003
 
mood: creative
*got a 90 on the essay in ap and a 44 on multiple choice
*english is reallly boring... i count the minutes until that class ends
*i am going to training on saturday yay! and iget paid for it.. bigger yay!
*i can now go to kristin's birthday cuz trainign ends before.. yay to that too!
*liz... what were you doing ninth period?! i told tom to open the door and then you were not there!
*also liz... i told rho he was a ho.. he says he's a SMART ho...
*i'm seeing everything blurry.
*i am now working on a multicolored mirror frame thingy in stained glass... gonna be maddddddddd hot.
*i need to find a new phone... and soon, cuz if i don't, i have to stay with the same old one.. ((yucky))
*i want to go to chroma paint... i <3 all the pretty colors
 
     
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::UPDATE:: coming to you live from the bathroom, this is sarah shower and billsy bathtub...   
09:18pm 22/09/2003
  hehehe
well, things have been a litt.. um.. odd
homecoming was okay i guess... i realllllllllly wanted to leave since like 12:30, so when i saw my brother come at like, 1:30, i ran! haha, i'm a dork. i met his friend "supa"... he's aight.
then we went to romano's and to roosevelt field mall, then sunrise mall, then broadway mall, cuz we're mall rats
and then today ((yesterday was boring aside from watching 37842723794532 women's world soccer games, which are actually pretty entertaining))
school was otay... math was fun cuz i <3 emily and we don't learn anything and she is a manwich. lisa is a STREETWALKER ((camminatore della via for all the italian speaking friends as mediate would say)) and so emily is lumpy but fim, juicy but messy... ((don't ask))
i finished my stained glass STAR... which is disproportional but still the hottest thing ever cuz it's got SWIRLSSSSSSSSSSS
and as sarah mentioned we had a conversatiopn about how many times mike can say his last name in one sentence ((i.e. i'm micheal behr, but not micheal behr behr like my build bear which is micheal behr bear, i'm micheal behr behr behr behr behr...))
and the crew meeting would not have been fun without that gay/not ay kid.. so confused... curly haired FREAK

and i am going to sleep now cuz i like SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.

and as lisa says "word to big bird!"
 
     
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02:10pm 18/09/2003
 
mood: sick
i have:
a) a sinus infection
b) a sore throat
c) a headache
d) a runny nose

and you know, quite frankly, i don't like either one of these much.

but at least i got my essay done....

ah, to be dying, yet have to write about stupid people who died 34787389425273429747321 years ago..... was not fun.....
 
     
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